12.01.2009

today is just another day.
i woke up late.
talked to friends on my way to work.
work is boring and people complaining...so im talking to friends at work. :)
one friend has too much school and dying.
another friend needs a place to live.
one friend is making dinner plans for friday.

where is jesus now?
im at my desk. nothing really to do. but i do have things to do if i look for them.
where is jesus in a boring day with nothing pressing on my schedule?
i have known jesus to be my breath. the only reason to live. i have known jesus to be the only thing that gets me through my day. i have known jesus to carry me. i know that jesus. hes MY jesus.
....but. today. today is easy. slow. no stress.
how do i rest in the arms of a savior when i dont "need" him?
how do i keep in front of me the reality of life?....that work and school is not all there is to life.
how do i make jesus everything so that even when my life is going well i am overflowing with gratitude to him?? ... and when my life is good and everyone elses sucks... how do i love jesus so much that i can turn people to him... and know for a fact that Jesus is everything they need??
HOW?? How do i do this??

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