watched flicka last night. probably a mistake. im dying for some open air. some sky. some horses. some good western country ranching...
i sat down at my desk this morning... i feel so outta place here. my heart is totally in wyoming. they make people different out there... and thats who i wanna be. i wanna be a hard workin, hard lovin, hard livin kinda girl. i wanna have fight in me. i wanna have livin in my bones. my life is easy. im totally lazy and complacent. hate it!! i wanna work hard!!
...you know. i can work hard here. its just totally different. its working hard to be to work on time. working hard to get my invoices done. working hard to clean up after myself. seriously? not the same. this "city life" is NOT for me....
BUT... this life is where God has me right now. I am working a job and going to school... and i have responsibilities right here and now. i have income... that i need to be saving. def failed at that this last month. haha. bought a truck. and it was christmas. that was an ouch on the bank account. :) but if i spend the next three years working... in school... saving my money... then i could maybe have enough to buy.....gas to get to wyoming in my truck. haha.
my bff is moving to town... :) :) and i cannot wait!! that will keep my next few years focused here so i can finish school and love on her :)
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